~backstabber~

Falling out of love is hard

Falling for betrayal is worst

Broken trust and broken hearts

I know, I know

Betrayal is a norm of life..We all have been betrayed or stabbed in the back by a friend, co-worker, romantic partner or family member at some point in our lives..Sakitnya dikhianati, hanya tuhan sahaja yang mengetahui..To recover back from the pain that has been inflicted by them can be difficult and takes time and energy..

Yes I had been betrayed not for the first time but for the third time by the same person..Bukannya Iris tak pernah rasa dikhianati sebelum ini, pernah dan berkali-kali..Tapi pengkhianatan kali ini benar-benar meninggalkan kesan yang mendalam dalam jiwa Iris..Peluang demi peluang yang diberi, disia-siakan begitu sahaja..

I had been wondering why she keep hurting me..On what reason she is behaving like a jerk..Is mylife are very interesting for her to mess with?..Some said that, backstabbers stab because they are insecure, confused weak people and only truly feel validated when they gain control over someone else..They love to feel important while coming acrross as caring, friendly, open and easy to make friends with except they are only seeking to hurt..

Forgiveness..Is she worth it to be forgive??..Is she worth it to be given chances again??..Hmm entah la ..Tak pernah pula dia datang nak minta maaf atau ajak berbincang..Biarlah masa yang menentukan..Mungkin suatu masa nanti Iris akan maafkan dia..But for the moment I need to put a barrier between us..Distrust is the only defense against betrayal..

p/s: emotional pain/stress might affect our physical health